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POSITION: absolute; top: 357px; width: 321px";> <div class="content"> <p> <div class="head"> & tonight, it's a full moon. </div> <div class="date"> Wednesday, July 08, 2009 </div> <b> <div align="right"><font color=#CCFB5D>Wednesday, July 08, 2009</font></b></div> <font color=black><div style="clear:both;"></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">It's been 3 years.</span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">Must have missed it earlier on, or perhaps just couldn't find it. Some things just evade me.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">But this place is so full of competition, I can't stand it. Sure, competition is everywhere, but the feeling sucks.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">Then again, i love the opportunities provided. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">So many things I've learnt, enjoyed, progressed, and grown to be.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">Life is busy. Non-stop, hectic. Which is why sometimes, i really wish for a time-stop. To do things I wna do, develop myself, </span></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">maximize my life</span></span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">. Even holidays now aren't much holidays.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">Come to think of it, we are expected to be all-rounders. Majority of us, that is. All-rounding in subjects, in commitments, in talent, in many aspects of life. But sometimes, we spend so much time perfecting ourselves, neglecting, perhaps, the finer details of life. Perfection. Is it that important? Are people striving for perfection just for the sake of perfection? Or is perfection really necessary in our current, modernized life.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">Sometimes, purpose is lost. Derailed in the track of striving for a certain something. Is it important to get back that purpose? Is there even a purpose, or just mindless working.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">What is the correct formula for success, is there even success, or do we live on and question nothing. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">Is there such a thing as a well-balanced, optimum learning. Do we merely focus on one, or be all-rounders. What would be the </span></span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">perfect balance. </span></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFCC66;">It strikes me now.</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;color:#FFCC66;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;color:#FFCC66;"><i>EDIT:</i></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;color:#FFCC66;">Maybe my thinking's wrong. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', -webkit-fantasy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC9933;">But I'm happy the way I am now, don't mistake me :D</span></span></div><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p align="center"></a> <p> </div> </div> <script> window.defaultStatus=" Party like a rockstar."; </script> </body></html>