It's been 3 years.
Must have missed it earlier on, or perhaps just couldn't find it. Some things just evade me.
But this place is so full of competition, I can't stand it. Sure, competition is everywhere, but the feeling sucks.
Then again, i love the opportunities provided.
So many things I've learnt, enjoyed, progressed, and grown to be.
Life is busy. Non-stop, hectic. Which is why sometimes, i really wish for a time-stop. To do things I wna do, develop myself, maximize my life. Even holidays now aren't much holidays.
Come to think of it, we are expected to be all-rounders. Majority of us, that is. All-rounding in subjects, in commitments, in talent, in many aspects of life. But sometimes, we spend so much time perfecting ourselves, neglecting, perhaps, the finer details of life. Perfection. Is it that important? Are people striving for perfection just for the sake of perfection? Or is perfection really necessary in our current, modernized life.
Sometimes, purpose is lost. Derailed in the track of striving for a certain something. Is it important to get back that purpose? Is there even a purpose, or just mindless working.
What is the correct formula for success, is there even success, or do we live on and question nothing.
Is there such a thing as a well-balanced, optimum learning. Do we merely focus on one, or be all-rounders. What would be the perfect balance.
It strikes me now.
EDIT:
Maybe my thinking's wrong. But I'm happy the way I am now, don't mistake me :D
WHAT IS THISSSSS.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
You know how once in a while, you get those @$#@^$ idiotic bad days ):
It wasn't a sad day, just bad.
1. I DO NOT LIKE MATHS. AT ALL. ):
math test was (quite obviously) bad.
2. Dramafeste is cancelled. Actually this is yesterday but IDC I HATE TODAY SO I SHALL BLAME TODAY.
3. My phone cannot work. Cannot see the screen. Can only sms/call with the buttons and w/o screen. %#@!.
4. I left my ezlink card in the library after borrowing. Gonna write lines tmr to get it back. !#%&.
5. 4 BAD THINGS ARE BAD ENOUGH. ):
EDIT:
6. I FORGOT TO ADD THIS LOL. I had PE and prefects have to wear black office shoes. I forgot to bring sport shoes today. Imagine.
lo and behold.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
can't say I'm used to school again O:
So much work!
AND I FEEL CHEATED. BECAUSE DRAMAFESTE IS CANCELLED.
I was looking forward to my first dramafeste!!!
AND I FEEL CHEATED X2.
Shien Hian the director, put in loads of effort for dramafeste so i smsed him thanks blahblah, its really sad blahblah.
THE REPLY.
-insert drumroll- (no jl this is not the reply)
'Sorry, wrong no'
AHHHHHH WHAT UNFAIRNESS IS THIS.
insomnia
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Thank goodness for youth day. My weekend is absolutely spammed with homework D:
(partly thanks to weeqin) I feel inspired to maximise my life!
like giving back to the community. cause I saw this thing that says, in some country, the kids have never brushed their teeth, cos they cant afford it. and every morning they have to walk 15++ km to school! For those lucky ones who actually GO to school, that is. ):
(yes i know you saw it on tv)
Lots of people take everything for granted, not knowing that in other places, things are actually that horrifying. Something insignificant here might be monumental somewhere else.
I suddenly wna do so many things! haha but a busy life's stopping me. For now. (:
MOVING ON TO RANDOM THINGS.
i cant sleep at night O: until um 12+, 1+? lolol okay maybe that isn't too late :p
Apparently the intestines absorb food the best from 6.30-9am. And naps dont help to substitute sleep. Saw this:
1. Getting to Bed Too Late Will Have a Negative Impact on Our Performance
2. Going to Sleep Early is Good for the Metabolism, the
Antibody System and the Liver.
3. Having
breakfast early is important.
- healthmad.com
Oh okay i shall try.
(deviantart)
sleep, sleep, sleep.
& dream forevermore.